So I totally woke up tired again this morning. I know why it is. I do. It's because I'm fat again. Not pussy footing around. I gained my weight back, so now I'm fat again, and I have to lose it. I HAVE to get that motivation back to do it. I don't know where it went, but it's gone.....anyone have any suggestions? I need someone to kick my ass in gear. But, moving on.....so I'm in the shower this morning when I realize, "Oh shit!" I have a staff meeting at 7:30! And guess when I remember this? Um....7:15. So, I haul ass out of the shower, start hollaring at the kids to get their boots, etc. on, and get out the door by 7:30. Was late, but I made it to the meeting before 7:45!
So, you all know how I made this New Years resolution to be a kinder, more sympathetic version of myself, right? I am really trying to not speak ill of people, and to find the good in everyone, etc....there is someone this morning that was REALLY testing my limits this morning! I did well, I didn't say anything. I kept my mouth shut....but I will tell you what, I really REALLY wanted to go off on this person. They were being SO negative and mean and nasty, and was cutting down everything Josh and I had to say about what we were doing at this meeting. She and her little mean, nasty British accent reminded me totally of how a curmudgeonly old spinster would really act....they totally lived up to it. I don't understand how she can work with people with that nasty attitude. Josh and I just kept our mouths shut, but I wanted to just say something so bad.....so, yeah....YAY ME for keeping my mouth shut!!
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